BFF

That's What Friends Are For

17:49

12 hari tanpa dosen, mata kuliah, tugas dan kuis dadakan.
WHOA! feels like heaven banget ngga sih? nikmatin 'liburan' dirumah. lo bisa lakuin apapun yang lo mau dirumah.. *oke kalimat yang satu ini emang agak lebay.
tapi tapi lama lama ngerasa sepi juga gue ngisi hari dengan cuma begitu doang. ngga ada temen mainnya gue! ya iyalah, gimana nggak, semua temen gue pada kuliah. Yap! gue 'liburan' di waktu kuliah. bolos? ngga dong, orang tua gue tau kalo gue 'liburan' di waktu kuliah dan mereka ngga ngelarang :) ada faktor kesehatan gue juga sih. ga tau kenapa kaki gue sakit banget, kadang sembuh sendiri, terus muncul lagi. kesel ga tuh? gue kesel!

asiknya liburan dirumah. dimana lo bisa bebas nonton acara TV favorit sambil makan snack kesukaan lo, bangun sesuka hati lo, ngga perlu ngerasain dinginnya air pas lo mandi pagi (yeah! lo bisa ngga mandi pagi kalo lo liburan. iya kan?).
sedangkan temen-temen di kampus sibuk sama pelajaran!

awalnya sih gue ngerasa menang!
tapi ternyata masih ada yang jauh lebih asik dari itu!
spending your whole time with all of your friends :)
apa ada yang bisa kasih tau gue hal yang lebih asik daripada itu?

"Gue kangen kuliah!"
waaaaahh! salah satu keajaiban di hidup gue nih! haha gue agak heran juga kata-kata ini bisa terlontar dari mulut gue. tapi itulah keajaiban dari teman :)

dan akhirnya gue ke kampus!!
yeaaaahh! setelah dibujuk-bujuk juga sama salah satu bestie gue. soalnya tadinya kan gue mikir mau stop aja dan coba-coba kerja. tapi gue disadarkan! hahaha
"myla, we're really miss you :("

"ada masa-masa lo untuk kerja dan ada masa-masa untuk kuliah dan sekarang itu masa lo untuk kuliah, myl."

"ayo berjuang untuk kuliah lo. gue tau kok mungkin emang berat, tapi lo harus punya semangat yang luar biasa untuk perjuanginnya."

"untuk mata kuliah yang ketinggalan, belum telat kok myl untuk ngejar itu. kita bisa bantu lo. lo masih aman myl."

perang batin banget men gue pas baca itu semua! hahaha
keinginan gue buat kerja dan keinginan gue buat kuliah itu sama-sama kuat!
tapi dia bisa ngeyakinin gue kalo hal yang terbaik untuk gue saat ini adalah kuliah. semua itu bener-bener mompa semangat gue :D
dan besoknya gue kembali lagi ke kampus :D

yeah, that's what friends are for

dedicated to my besties :)

quotes

21:58

#EdwardCullen #Eclipse

Bella, I see what you’re doing. You’re trying to make everyone else happy. And I don’t care about anyone else’s feelings. I only need you to be happy. Don’t worry about breaking the news to Alice. I’ll take care of it. I promise she won’t make you feel guilty.


It’s not right! I don’t want you to have to make sacrifices for me. I want to give you things, not take things away from you. I don’t want to steal your future.

BFF

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

20:26

I don't want to discuss the film series be played Jennifer Aniston. hehe

These few days I've dropped out of sight, swallowed by the earth. again not to be disturbed, I Turn off the phone more often. once activated, there is a phone I didnt lift, a strange number. I also didnt reply lots of SMS, besides there is no credit, I also havent prepared to answer all the questions they'll ask to me.

but now my cell phone is active, wasn't disabled anymore. hehe
so feel free to text me, as long as there's credit, I would reply it, fellas ..

nah, one of my friends there who make "love blogs" for me. HAHA


i had lost my friends who always beside me, and give many jokes although that jokes 'garing' haha but i loved her.
she's like 'hilang di telan bumi' hehe i dont know the news about her, because she always absent and didnt answer my called. i know she has a several problem, but i didnt know what it is, i wanna help her, but she never tell me what the problem it is. i miss her so much, i miss her 'garing' jokes, and i miss for waiting her in station for going to our college.
hey girl, please give me ur news, and i'm so sorry for my mistake if i sometimes called you ' garing' but believe me it's just kidding. hehe
keep ur spirit girl, i know u're strong to finished your problem..
i always waiting you in station girl :)


:)
really miss you all.. but even if we've really couldn't meet everyday again, we can still be friends forever right?


the broken laptop i also makes me not free online anytime. can not indulge as usual. It became one of the supporting factors I would prefer to make disappear swallowed by the earth:)
and yeah, you-know-WHO also be one factor, the smallest factor.

whoops! have started at midnight .. time for me to sleep.. hehe
well ya already stuck because of sleepiness.

xoxo



Feels Like Heaven

Gotha . Geek . Gags . Gigs .

23:14

GIGS!

apa sih yang pertama kali terlintas di pikiran lo begitu baca tulisan diatas?


udah lama banget ngga ngegigs! udah hampir setaun gitu dehh.. [terus myl? maksud lo apaaa?] oke oke gue ngga mau terlalu lama juga, yeah.. i'm bad to intro..
;p
disini gue mau sharing tentang gigs terspektakuler buat gue! HAHAHA


Jumat, 19 Juni 09
hemodialisis, A CHARITY FOR brutz @BUGS cafe

Gue berangkatnya bareng irfan, partner gue pas ntn CFD kmrn. alesannya sihh simpel banget! Rylo [my young braddah] ga tau jalan ke bugs nya. ngahahaha.
janjian ketemu di crooz. janjinya sii jam 4 tapi NGARET gituuu dehh! lumayan lama gue nunggu, tiba2 ada sms..

"gue udah nyampe, myl. coba lo liat ke seberang"

gue cari2 ko ga ketemuu yaa tu org? ehh! siapaa tuhh yg melambai kan tgn dgn bahagianya? hahaha . sinetron bgt dahh ahh!
jalan dr crooz sekitar jam set5an, nyampe bugs jam 5an. cepeett jugaa. nunggu bentar, beli tiket n masuk. di celup kelingking nya ke cat merahh. OMFG! like a blood! jd ngeri sndiri gue liatin kelingking gue tu.

opening act nya THE BRANDALS.
animo penontonnya masihh belom oke nihh! arghh! makin crowd ajaa nihh arena! gue jd ga bisa liat yg perform samaa sekali! cuma liat kepala2 penonton nya doang!

abis tu ada SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY.
weitss! jangan kaget dulu! bkn brutz nya yg nyanyi, ada pasha of 2 step north, achiel of popcorn, sansan of pee wee gaskins, nisty of muvann and oso of S.I.R.A. sansan sempet telaat pas nyanyi Drown In Naked And Revenge. sing along nihh gue pas lagu ni! asssoooyyy dahh!

next perform tu SWEET AS REVENGE.
huahhh, lagu ke 2 SAR nyanyi lagu nya Morrisey. di lagu terakhirnya SAR, rusuuuhhh maaann! makin liar ajaa tu penonton. pasti pada tau doong lagu apaan? haa? yaiyalahhh, potret kehampaan kayaknya selalu klimaks buat SAR. hahha
irfan keluar Bugs. mungkin mau pulang. yahh, sendirian dehh gue. iya, SENDIRIAN. Rylo asekkk moshing. hohh.

ROCKET ROCKERS. kereenn. lucu gituu suara n stage act nya.

THIRTEEN without ruday.
No problemo.. walaupun ruday ke Bali, masihh ada Nishade SAR yg gantiin. thirteen army langsung buat lautan headbang. mau cewek, mau cowok semuanya headbang! tapii Cherry Petite Raspberry nya jd agaa bedaa gitu karena ga ada Ruday.

PEE WEE GASKINS perform.
Para dork langsung party.
hahaha selesai pee wee, tiba2 Rylo nyamperin gue.
"Ke backstage, yukk!" "ngapain dahh?"
"lo disuruh tebe rekamin pas killms perform."
dan akhirnya, my beloved band pun perform..

KILLING ME INSIDE!
ngahaha. Semangat n siaaap buat ngerekaam mereka! akhirnyaa bisa jugaa gue liat dr dekeet. setelah dr tadi liat kepala2 doangan. pertama medley gituu, jiailahh! lagu tormented featuring sansan. gahaaarr bgt, mameen! pass lagi asikk2 ngerekam.. Oopss! adaa yg merosot! berat pulaa! ehh, jd kepencet STOP dahh tu ditengah2 lagu. Sorry bgt dahh! huhu. tp keren banget banget banget dahh tuhh killms! two thumbs up!

selesai tu, gue ikutan keluar bugs bareng mreka. gue butuhh oksigen buat nafass, boi! legaaa bgt pas dh keluar. jalan2 bntar menikmati angiin yg manstaapp!
ehh, ktmu tebe yg gy ngeliat hasil rekaman td. nimbrung ahh! pgn tauu hasilnya gmn. XP "baguus, myl!" .
hahaha agung jg iktn liat video nya. time to take some picture! ma agung, davi n saphat, onad nya jg ga ketinggalan dahh! gue ma Rylo pake disangka couple sgala gy! dibilang cocok pula. ngahahah selesaai ma nak2 killms nya, yaa ma crew nyaa juga doong! hasilnya bisa lo liat dibawah inii.. [hahaha TV bgt!]

huahhh, capekk! tp seneng.. ngaso duluu ahh, duduk seberangan ma para crew. kaya org bego gue duduk sndrian sambil mainin hp.
"Weii, myla.. sinii ajaa, bareng! ngapain lo sndirian disitu!" yahh, kumpul lahh gue. ngobrol2 kecil ma merekaa, dikasihh minum ma ezhat krn mungkin dy kasian liat tampang kita [me and rylo, of course!] yg dehidrasi! hahah gue juga ketemu mantan gue disini. yang kebetulan crew nya thirteen. dan pada saat itu baru 3 hari yang lalu putus. haha jadi masih kebawa siasana gitu dehh.. sssshhh males ah gue nyeritain dia disini..

yg jelas, bis killms tu ada Friends of Mine, Silent Farewell, kuro!, March and WOLES JON!

gue pulang pas WOLES JON perform.



repost from my notes

Love Life

18:45

"I've built a wall
not to block anyone out,
but to see who loves me enough
to climb over it."

Angry To The Max

Guy Guy Guy . Relationship . D'oh

20:58

anyway, lotta my friends was in a relationship right now.. either one is Lalita, who two days ago just in a relationship with Trey. previously Anya with Ryan. uhh .. they are perfect.. I'm so jealous.. want to have a boyfriend as well .. hehe
ahh, so remember the annoying guy who had to fill my days for a few days ago.

this song reminds me a lot to you..


I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one two of us who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one two of us who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

Rock and roll, baby
Don't you know that we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
Give me something to sing about

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one two of us who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
No, oh

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one two of us who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
More than this

PARAMORE - (Riot!) crushcrushcrush


hey dude, maybe you just fooling around me. you're a good player, and maybe you're a DRAMA KING! gave a standing applause to you. but do you think you're a winner? ha? and the answer is NO! you've ever called me honey, right? haha! your trap isn't work to me. lil bit shocked when I know that you getting towards to our classmate. HEY! what a stupid side of you! it's shows that you are sooo JERK! ahh! I hate you soo mucho, dude! don't want you back! please go away from my life.. if I look at your fvckn face, just make me feel so bad!

now I got a new song to you..


No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities, well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try, holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

PARAMORE - That's What You Get


haaah, whatever..

Angry To The Max

Untitled deh yaa

18:58

udah hampir sebulan ditinggalin ini blog. banyaaaaak banget moment yang terlewatkan.. senang, sedih, cinta, pengkhianatan.. hahaha apadeh banget ini bahasanya.. okay, hari ini nggak kuliah (lagi) check up! berat badan aku nambah 3 kg! uyeaaay! temen kampus pada bilang kalo aku keliatan lebih freash dan tante aku juga bilang aku gemukan. ihiiiy! dan akhirnya suara lumayan bener jugaa. setelah sebulan yang lalu hilang, sekarang bisa nyanyi nyanyi lagi. walaupun masih belum total keluar suaranya. X) 2 UTS aku lewatkan. Human Computer Interaction sama Java Programming. huhu jadi berasa banyak tekanan di kampus. mau berhenti aja rasanya :((


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