Big Ben

Falling Up - Falling In Love


another random post.. this song is mostly played on my recent playlist. I knw bot this song from him.

"Falling In Love"

You are my one true love
You are the voice that is so sweet
In everything I do, you bring the best out of me
You are my wings to fly
You are the wind beneath them
I miss you every night, when I close my eyes
You put your feelings down
You stopped your tears you brought me love
You held to my heart
You held with hope to have me near
Sometimes I close my eyes
Sometimes I let my hunger rise
I think of all you are, you are the love of my life

All of my dreams and my passions
Are in your hands

You reached me in my need
Your rhythm flows under my skin
I need you desperately,
A sweet healing that will begin
You are my one true love
You are the voice that is so sweet
In everything I do, you bring the best out of me
My everything is you
The very motions that I move
And everything with richness
The richness of the peace you bring

[chorus (x3)]

Always, always you are with me
Always, always you are with me
Always, always you are with me
Always, always you are with me

[chorus (x3)]

You are the love of my life
He comes to find you on your knees

Big Ben

In My Head


heyho blogwatchers..

I have no idea bout what should I post today.. cz im freakin out right now! yeaa feels like such a fool cz I fell asleep in the midle of our conversation.. seems like he kinda mad at me. that's bad! x(

so I decide to post random things..

missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. its about that very moment when you're doing something and wishing they were right there with you. ~Author Unknown

what greater thing is there for two human souls that to feel that they are joined.. to strengthen each other.. to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories. ~George Eliot


for the record, whn I'm with u, things r lookin better.. for once, evrythn is brighter than the darkness bfore u. I don't care where we are, u're next to me in my head. whenever u're near, I feel like we could do anythin n I think we should.. lets make a scene like the movies in our dreams.

Big Ben

♥ Big Ben ♥


heyho blogwatchers!


I just found the right time to bloggin! yaay! today is 19 August and my last post is 19 July.. kinda miss me, huh? lol

lots of things passed but I wont tell ya bout it. haha
I just wanna tell ya bout something suuperr duper special.. its happened 2 days ago.. yepp coincide with Independence Day.. *drumrolls* im in relationship! yaaay! lotsa ppls said "MERDEKA!" for Indonesia and I'll said "MERDEKA!" for myself. lol finally.. thank GOD!

its bout 10.45pm, and Im officially Ben Adams
Love him soo damn much.. he lives in NZ.. yeaa, im okay with LDR.. x)
his bestie, Em really concern bout us and support our relationship.. she's write bout us on her tumblr *click it*

he made me love him more in every minutes, every hours and everyday we spend together! xD there's no doubt bout it, baby B.. so stop bein sucha grumpy granny :D thought last night was our hard night.. yeaa, its hard for us but we've to believe something called "the power of " its a silly words but its true! lol

Today i've made this sign pict.. yaay.. its made me feel that he's sooo close to me.. there's no space between us.. I could see it everytime..

this is the guy who could made me in love.. took it from Em's..

u from the bottom of my heart, I hope you feel it too :)

im sooo soo happy!
thanks for made my day, Ben